Thank you everything for today

Thank you for today~ <3
Thank you for the lunch you treated me at Ajisen Ramen,
Thank you for the 3 in 1 rice balls that you bought me at Mr Bean,
Thank you for the sushi you bought for me at Umi Sushi.
Many things have happened between me and you but I really hope the rainbow has come again. Maybe it's my fault for suddenly picking a pick and resulting this shitty three days. But I really hope everything is smoothly. Hopefully you understand I really want a job and I really want to love you more each day.You're still the man I loved. It's just so many different things that kept in between us, it just makes me feel our relationship is heading to a dead end. I know words that are said can never be cured so easily. You inflicted on me, I inflicted on you. Same, but what can we do to ease the pain? Nothing. I only can prove you I am really loving you. Maybe words are never enough for me and you. Is just the challenges. I don't have regrets for anything. But I really wish our love can really fight through everything. I am contented to have a man like you but if at the end of the day, we ain't meant. I won't have any regrets or anything cos I really did love you.