Make me less scared. Less worried. Less fearful. Less hopeless. Realize emotions do attacked whenever it really wants & I really loathe that coming. It always make one feel so up & down, yet I know that I must overcome it & make the best of everything. I don't know why. I don't know how. I don't know when. But I only know that I want to cherish & love you for a long long time. I don't want weeks anymore, I don't want months anymore, yet I only want years, decades, centuries. Call me nuts or insane, but I don't care. Cos I know I am deeply in love with you. So deeply till I am losing myself. Maybe not. Maybe its my emotions are telling me that, you've become a part of me. I guess every single couple who are attached will say like me. I guess I am feeling like them. I don't wanna a goodbye, yet I want a "I love you endlessly". Looney me. But what to do? I am just that girl who loves her Boy. I guess that's me, myself & I that I can't never understand sometimes. Sometimes as I walked a few steps back to my past, I realized how much love I actually lost & all these setbacks and lessons made me who I am. I can't afford to lose my Boy cos he is just that guy who really let me trust love all over again. Yes I fear to lose him but I know somewhere inside me knows we can walk a long road without fearing. Emotions maybe displayed between me & my Boy, but I know it will be better in time. Cos we're a pair of lovebirds that can't live without each other. He seemed to become so special, so unique. How can I ever tell anyone this love has become so special, so unique? People may compare, may say negative stuffs, but who cares? I simply love my Boy. Sometimes I realise I might blank out & start pondering on every single thing. My ex boyfriends ain't entering me, yet its the undisputable feelings I've for him. The endless feelings which is telling me that, "I want him to be my love always & always". What word is best? Nothing yet my hands just kept typing and typing. Sometimes through the night, I will wake up all of a sudden thinking about you. About how you embrace me when I am in tears. How you hold me tightly & say you always love me & many other lovely memories founded. Whether bad or good, it is considered as the best memories I've ever had. I am willing to risk my life for yours, I am willing to take the bullet for you. I am just willing to do anything for you just to see your smiles, your safety, your healthy heart, your everything. Like I always say, you ain't the hottest guy on earth yet you are the man of my love. I don't care whether you have whatever on your face, or what, I just gonna keep loving you non stop. Love won't stop cos I love you right from the beginning you pick me. How can I ever show that love to you? I know it is never enough but I must pour out my heart. Cos the feeling is unbearable. If I keep it lying in my heart, I can't help it but go all worried & crazy. Not worth it, so I rather use typing to tell you my whole heart. Oh my, day by day, night by night. Your memories flood more than ever. You make me unknowingly wanna love you more than anything else. Apart from my best fren, you are one man who keep my heart glowing. Well, what words is ever enough to tell you my boy. I guess that's the power of a strong love. I really hope things wouldn't go wrong cos I can't imagine life without you. So boy, you are dearly loved by me. This song is dedicated just for you. I just want to say..,
I ♥ YOU, DESMOND TOH YONG QIANG <3
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Restless Heart - I'll Still Be Loving You
Restless heart
I'll still be loving you
Changing my life with your love has been so easy for you.
And I'm amazed every day and I'll need you
Till all the mountains are valleys
And every ocean is dry, my love...
CHORUS:
I'll be yours until the sun doesn't shine
Till time stands still, until the winds don't blow.
When today is just a mem'ry to me, I know
I'll still be lovin', I'll still be lovin' you.
I'll still be lovin' you
Never before did I know how loving someone could be
Now I can see you and me for a lifetime
Until the last moon is rising
You'll see the love in my eyes, my love...
CHORUS
I'll still be lovin',
I'll still be lovin',
I'll still be lovin' you.
Repeat and fade
