Happily Attached To You, My Knight x3

For the first time ever since having Dearest <3, I realized how important he is to me. I realized his importance in my heart today. I guess, my feelings for him is getting deeper each single day. So deep like the Alantic Ocean, I guess this is how I am feeling right now after noticing his importance towards me. In fact, I have to admit I kept on doubting my love for him. I kept worrying that I doesn't love him at all, yet loving him for the sake as he loves me. I always have this selfish thinking of my boyfriend loves me then I loves him. Only today marks the day, that he is actually the key to MoiFragileHeart. The inner which is the love side. I know it is abit crazy. For I know in my friendship's side of my heart, the most important people are Winnie, Jonathan, Vivian, Weiqiang, Choyyu & lastly Denise. As for relationship, I guess it is my Beloved Boyf, Desmond Toh Yong Qiang

I realized how much I worried for him when he disappeared for hours.
I realized how much I miss his messages when he doesn't msg me.
I realized how much I awaits his morning msg to me.
I realized how much I scared to lose him when I don't hear his msgs.
I realized how much I want to hug him today.
I realized how much I loves to hear his voice when he called me.
I realized how much I enjoyed the way he plans stuffs.
I realized how much I love to be so straight-forwards towards him.
I realized how much I am able to smile when I am with him.
I realized how much I like to hear him sing towards me.
I realized how much I am so in love with him.
I realized how much I can't bear to say goodbye to him.
I realized how much I want to know my importance in his heart.

I found out his importance in my heart today. I was so worried that something will go wrong, something will happen between us. But I guess I was thinking too much but at least I know that I love my Boyf so much, more than Jordan. I know that for sure. For the first time after the heartbreak what Jordan did, I am finally in love with a man who really loves me. I must admit, my boyf is one of the best damn thing ever. Although he looks really fierce, but without him. I guess I wouldn't be standing here and loving him right now. Every night I close my eyes, I know I see nothing but having different of dreams between me & him. He is just that important. I have no idea why, but I want the whole world to know that I love Desmond Toh! (: The man who makes me uncontrollably loves him so much unknowingly. I guess love is just so wondrous sometimes. When it comes, it really takes your breath away

I must admit I still have negative thoughts inside me
I must admit I misses him like crazy when I don't see him
I must admit I love my boyf so much till I tends to think he loves other girls
I must admit I love his huggies so much until I can't bear to let go
I must admit I enjoy the way he grab me back when I tries to run away
I must admit I envious the way he plans everything so detail
I must admit I am so lucky to have such a Boyf in my life
I must admit I want to be the only girl he loves every single day
I must admit I wanna stare at him and tell him how much I love him
I must admit I want to soul-kiss with you and let time stop
I must admit I want to kiss him so long till the time belongs to Me & Him only
I must admit I want to see you instantly
I must admit I never dare to say goodbye to him
I must admit I just scared to bid farewell to my Boyf
I must admit I want our relationship to last with loads of love

Love between Me & You has been such a journey. Yes it isn't a month yet but I am just loving you so deeply. So much. So intensively! I think I will go crazy. I have no idea why. I want you to know how much I love you, but I am still so shy. So scared to express myself. I wanna call you all sorts of loving words <3 for I know you deserved it. Your efforts are paid off and I truly madly deeply loves you. My heart for you will not fade since the day you confess-ed to me. I think I am in love with you to the extend of being nuts. But are you feeling the same way as I do? I wanna hold you so tight till I can't let go of you at all. You are all that I see in my eyes, I have no idea what the future beholds us. But I know one thing for sure, which is I will love you till the day you ask me to stop. Baby, your love is so tender loving, which makes me so memerized! <3

Do you know that your love makes me so loved every moment?
Do you know that your love has already touched me?
Do you know that I feel like kissing you right now?
Do you know that you are the first to make me feel so pampered?
Do you know that I am loving you so much so deep?
Do you know that I am going so crazy over you everyday?
Do you know that your love is making me so loved?
Do you know that the better you treat me, the more in love I am with you?
Do you know that I just wanna spend long night chats with you daily?
Do you know that I want to have a long walk with just YOU & ME?
Do you know that my heart is burning for you so badly?
Do you know that I expect nothing from you yet your smile?
Do you know that by saying goodbyes I can't do that?
Do you know that I really wanna see you tomorrow?

I may sound like as if I did alot with him. But nope, it is the memories we had together. We never did anything at all. If you are thinking of sex, no. You are wrong, it is simply the first time I feel so in love with you. Just you only who is able to make me so in love. I just wanna be your love, that's all I ask for. I don't know what your heart is thinking. But I know my heart is calling for you, loving you. Just for the way you are :D Love can never be definited but the love I have for you is unstoppable. Because, Boy <3 woaini!

我爱你，到现在我可以跟你说你已经代替了他，让我完完全全忘了他

To me, this simple little girl
You meant the whole world to me in the relationship side of my heart
To me, this simple little girl
My best friend meant the whole world to me in the friendship side of my heart
To me, this simple little girl
I am just so easily contented :D