Will You Leave Me Bleeding Or Will You Just Stop My Heart From Bleeding?
Once again, I am going to post another post inside this blog (: Woot, the 14th post already (: Can you actually imagine? xD Baby & I are already 16 days! Boy, it is getting so fast, uh? I am uber glad (: I met Baby two days straight sia! :D He was being UBER RANDOM! First and foremost, I am so sorry I was so busy during Olvls period so didn't get the chance to update =/
HAPPY TWO WEEKS :D
Then today can lerh (: Yesterday after my A Math Paper 2, Baby asked me to go with him for Dinner (: Oh well! I agreed! And decided to meet him at IMM for dinner. Geehh, missed the chance to meet THE ANIMAL FARM! I guess they don't mind (: Well, I met Baby at 6.30pm ((: Okays, then heading off to Long John Sliver to have our DINNER! :] Goshie, so long since I last ate LJS. I always ate with Winn ;D then this time, its with MY DEAREST! Moving on, we thought Our MATCHMAKER M.I.A sia! >< But then we went to visit her sia! =X got catasphrone .__. but I don't care~ Cos I was uber tired sia! >< Okays, YAY YAY! I met Dearest <3 glad to see he's fine! After that, we went home ;D I was late for 4 mins! MY TIANN! Okays never mind. Moving on to next day which is SAT :DDD SATURDAY!!
My tian! I went out with Dearest again. But then I was awaken by Dad's noisy sounds. >< The previous night, I slept like really really late! OH MY GAWD! I am so glad sia! I asked Winn alot of RANDOM QNS!! Bestie, sorry if I scare you, but I am glad to hear the answers! Geeehhh, then last night she slept first, then I was left to do all the blog stuffs. Then around 5am I went to bed! :D okays, then Bee called me around 11.3oam. :D
He arrived at my area around 1.30pm :] Okays, then both of us headed off to Bugis to study physics! MY TIAN!!!!! I saw Erwin. >< He didn't even thank me for the tissue! >< RAWRR! Okays never mind. After that, we trained all the way lorh! Okays done done~ Then went off to meet Herman! I SAW SO MANY GUYS' SHIRTS! I WANT I WANT! Okays then, after that saw Herman, we went off to some famous fish's soup place :D Well they ate and I didn't! OH YA, MY PERIOD IS FINALLY HEREEE :D Okays this proves I am FINEE! As they ate, Chester came along :D woah! Then we headed to National Library :DD weee~! Study time. But everywhere was packed!
Dearest and I found spots at B1. :D then slacked slacked lorh. CONFESSION : I didn't study much cos Fish & Zhenwen came along ;D Okays then chat chat chat :D alot of things in between (LAZY TO TYPE)! Then after that, we headed off to Sim Lim Square! Fish & I hold hands siol :D WEEEEEETS! :D Then after that, Fish & I cam-whored and chatted uber freaking alot~ Then, we headed for Dinner. Went Bugis Street to get food then go Durian Head. MY TIAN! GUess who called me? MY BEST FRIEND CALLED ME! So coincidence, both of us are around each other :D wanted to meet her but boh bian, can't! OH YA! THANKS FISH FOR THE WALLET ;DD Sorry dearest <3. I was really angry because... I don't know why a white lie also makes me rather sad and unhappy...>< Well, I am so weird! HAHAHHA! Okays then headed there lerh, found a spot then we relaxed :D AH FISH CRY NEH! RAWRR! No comments to be given ._. Hmm, all I can say is "God, enlighten Zhenwen and Choyyu's relationship ;D" Okays then, Winn came down siol with Vivi, Desmond & many others! YAY-ness x33333 I missed herrrr~ Sorry ): Didn't get home with you. But I MISS YOU, BESTIEE! x3
Moving on. Baby was so scary sia! HE KISSED ME ON THE LIPS! Ah fck him! ><|| Scary can! All I know was Baby's love was so tender loving :D I can't define much. But woah, I am in LOVEE <3 alrightey, kee siao time =/ HMM, BABY NI HAO STONE WORH kkays! :D now time for photos! :D and INSPIRATION!
I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND <3
& Our friendship will last, I know that for sure (:
I edited this pic and dedicated to her :D next is for Fish :DDD
STAR FISH GANG FOREVERRR~
Without Fish, Star Fish Gang is never complete :D
Tell Me My Choice Ain't A Mistake
We started off as just mere strangers from ViaMaple. Strangers that doesn't know each other. But who knows that very night since I know you, a unpredictable story starts to unfold. Something which no one has expect has begin. Soon and gradually, we become friends after knowing each other in ViaMaple. That's where everything started just as FRIENDS. Nothing else. When I know you, I was still living in the pain of what Jordan left me. I lived in a world of me, myself & I. I was just that ordinary girl studying and what any girl does. Slowly as we get closer day by day, my friendship with you was stablized. Never once thinking so much yet trusting you this friend.. :D
Shocking thing happened on Aug. I think. Something so unbelievable happened between me & you. You confessed to me. You really confessed to me leaving in shocks and curiousity. I realized you was for real. You are in love with me. But I can't help it but be recalled by everything Jordan did to me. Every single memory of Jordan & Me starts to keep haunting me and I decided to ask you to wait. Really wait for me because on the other hand, I still have this other guy. I must admit, I have not a single feelings for you at all.
You were merely just a friend but become closer only because you keep talking to me. God played a fool on me by telling me this news, that you are in love with me. As days passed, thanks to people around me, I am starting to know your presence, sense your love. My feelings and emotions start coming & I realized you are going to be my Boyf. Just waiting for you to open your golden mouth. Finally on the 1o Oct, that very night, our Love Story unfolds. Finally. Me & You are officially attached to each other.
Since that day you tell me to be your girlf, I have given my whole heart to you. I have entrusted you with the key. But sometimes the key doesn't fit, I have no idea why. I guess I am in love with you but scared I am loving in the wrong way and all sorts of negative feelings. I know you are my Knight now. My love :D the man who I wanna start loving wholeheartedly after a bad heartbreak last Jan.
Right at the bottom, I dedicate to you, BABY <333 I wanna type this little bottom section for you, Baby! <3
& I don't regret anything with you. I love you <3 Love you so much till I think I am not in love with you. Your innocent kiss, your warmth hands, your cosy hug, your wonderful gifts & everything makes me so pampered, so in love! I admit I wanna kiss you so long till I never wanna let go. When our lips met, I know this is really love, the love which you always wanna give but never knowing how to expect. Baby, I tell you now! Grab me if I run away. Hold me if I say something stupid. Stop me if I run crazy. Just be there for me wherever I need you. Baby, you taught me what is important (: The feeling of being loved by you and loving you really makes me feel so happy. I am really glad to have you and my best friend standing by me <3 I love you so much till I know I am willing to stand by you, if you need me! (: My darling, in my eyes I have only you :D The night we are attached, you are mine & I am yours. Please note that, this relationship with you, I have learnt alot. With you in my life, I know I will be loved. I hope its a long time. A long time which I can treasure always <33
& I need something from you so badly
Something that only you can give me
The thing that I need is your continously uncondtional love towards me (:
Because Baby, I realized your importance in my heart now.
也许在我心里，你已经对我很重要可是我就是不会表达出来自己，我好像好像告诉你“宝宝，使你改变了我”
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥