I Know Its Love Since The Day I Choose You To Be My Boyf <3
I guess this will be the last post until my Olvls finished. Evil, uh? But no worries, my heart got my DEAREST can already. Well, I must take this chance to update this blog first before heading on to my Major Exams. Woah amazingly, it has been 5 days since our lovely story begin. Well, firstly I must say sorry to my love. Because yesterday my thoughts were running really wild ): So wild till I was thinking of alot of retarded stuffs. I realized how much I cherish every single love stories I have. I guess yesterday I found out the reason of why I decided to give my Baby a chance to love me (: I know the reason might sounded crappy, but its the fact.
Baby, the reason I chose is you because your enduring, your patience, your understanding touches me completely. I admit I have been living in the footsteps Jordan left behind me. The heartwrecking heart ache he gave me on May 14th. After so many talking to everyone around me including you, I realized its time to move on (: It is time to love someone, to try loving someone after such a heartbreak. That's why I decided to give you a chance to love you, my dear <3 I guess this is the power of love I have for you. You were the one & I know you will definitely be the one (: I know you will shower me love. I am sorry if I show you a face of sadness and sombre. I think I was feeling that way cos I am still afraid. I am still afraid of things to repeat itself again. But my love, I wanna tell you that since 1O Oct, my decision wasn't wrong (: I don't regret at all ;D
I guess this is why I chose my baby <3 Until now, I am still loving him more and more each single dayy (: Yesterday the moment his hands wrapped behind my waist, I sense the instant warmth running through. I can sense a kind of warmth which is long lost. The warmth which no words can describe. I guess I am really in love with Boyf. He is really slowly slowly making feel that love do exist. <3 I am not being pussy or what here, yet stating the facts. I admit I have not told anyone we have been together because I am still worried. I told him to wait yet before my Olvls, we started. Yes it is wrong. It is so wrong, but I do love this man named Desmond Toh Yong Qiang. It is an undeniable fact, a fact that no one can changes it. I really hope my head will stop running wild (: Cos I want this love to last with happiness & feeling especially. I guess, the power of love is just liddat. (:
It is a fact that Jordan & Randal still exist inside my heart, but I know my BELOVED will love me, want me, need me, be there for me more than what it is. Heartbroken memories come, and I know it will be replaced with more happier memories (: Having Boyf & Bestie and many many other people in my life, I am so happy (: Yes unhappiness do happens, but I know I am still standing strong. I ain't giving up anything at all (: I guess I am still a girl who is so easily contented with the lil lil joys happening around me (: Whenever I closed my eyes, I no longer see the pain that Jordan given me, yet I see my Boyf showering me with endless love. Yes, I know we might face agurments or what, but I believe we will make it through & love each other no matter what.
My dearest boy, do remember I LOVE YOU (: It is a fact that will never change (: Because my heart is just fixed on you ONLY! Just you, my boy. (: Without you showering me with the love I never feel before, I guess I will still be engraved deeply in the stitch Jordan given me.. Jordan is unforgettable, but Desmond & Danielle's memories ARE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW (: Everyday, we are creating happiness x33 I know that for sure, because he is my Boyf <33 the Boyf I loved so much & the boyf who love me (I hope so xD) Words are never enough to describe the love I have for him. But I know one thing for sure, he is going to be loved for long (: As long as he doesn't do anything bad towards me. I had enough of fcking ex-boyfriends (: Time to move on & give this man a shot ;D
I liked the warmth you give me,
I like when you wrapped your arms behind me,
I like when you endure all my childish atittude,
I like when you hold me tightly and guide me out of the crowd,
I like when you just tell me "I Love You",
I like when you shower me with loads of sweet the moment you meet me,
And I know one thing for sure,
It isn't all about liking him anymore,
Because I have fallen really deep for him ♥
& Like doesn't fit it at all yet the word,
I gonna use for my love is that I LOVE YOU, BOYF <3
我的世界不只是我一个人了，因为我有了我珍惜的几个人和我能爱的男人
& Desmond Toh Yong Qiang ♥ Danielle Teo Yun Jie
JUST THE LOVE I WANNA HOLD IT CLOSE TO MEEE (: